I suppose I was a deist. Roughly speaking I believed that God had created the world like a great watchmaker. He had established the rules and regulations for all things, including humans. I believed that if I lived according to His rules and regulations, I could have the best life possible (the summum bonum). This seemed to work well until I reached college age. A hard break-up taught me differently. It appeared that “playing by the rules” didn’t work that well. It was at this point I changed directions. I decided to forget about the rules and go my own way. Unfortunately, this didn’t work so well either. My first year at the university was one of the darkest periods of my life. I felt that life should offer more, but I couldn’t find it. Now I must clarify a bit. When I say I had been playing by the rules, that wasn’t strictly true. I had some very basic rules to follow- don’t hurt anyone else, try to be truthful, do what is ri...
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